November 18, 2020

Clay



Clay


Forged of densest matter,

body of earth.

Meticulous care to navigate the form making,

we precipitate the limitations of material,

element, time and space.

In patient tending we follow the way,

the ask of tenacious will 

and mindful purpose.

Attending at the threshold 

of the not yet manifest,

we come to embody the form.

The way is sometimes easeful 

and the making good.

Sometimes the way is hard.

Sometimes there is fruition.

Sometimes there is pain in the breaking,

the thing we cared for and laboured with,

not what we’d hoped it would become.

Sometimes things are made more beautiful 

in their brokenness, 

in their survival at such odds.

The gold in the cracks. 

But always we return,

our hands to the clay,

remembering ourselves as earth,

and fire,

and water,

and also air,

and the wild, untameable spirit of creation.

In creating vessel we make containment.

We form an empty space,

a receptive place,

a place to receive,

the harvest of nourishing food,

rejuvenating fluid.

Or the harvest of emptiness,

of stillness,

of waiting to be filled again.

The emptying and the filling. 

The beautiful, cyclic nature,

grappling with matter,

holding space for source.

Made of the earth, 

we become the vessel, 

clay, earth, body, 

source, vessel, harvest, 

loss, grief, joy, 

labour, rythmn, care,

contentment. 

The broken and the whole.

Beautiful.

Making the space,

the empty place,

inside the silent body 

and also through the hands into being,

that will nourish the world.




Text and Image Copyright Lucy Pierce 2020





October 15, 2020

An Emissary of Love Between The Worlds

An Emissary of Love Between The Worlds
By Lucy Pierce

So strange to have completed this image without realising it is a day of remembrance for pregnancy loss and infant death. So many have braved the raw journey of having a babe come and then pass back to the other side again, before they could set foot upon the earth. I made this image for those families who have navigated this passage between the worlds, where life and death are held in the balance and sometimes we are asked to let go of the embodied love that has grown so tenderly within, rocking the world, to let go of what is most precious and yet only to be shared a short while. 

More and more I have a sense for the ways we are held so intricately and so lovingly by the unseen forces of the spaces beyond this known existence, as well as the human and other than human allies. Contact is made with astonishing care, not to diminish the pain of life, but to hold us while it tempers us, breaks us and makes us anew, holding us so we can feel the heartbreak or the tenuous hope and yet still take breath, still arise to face the dawn of what is yet to come. Ourselves born anew, made deep and holy by what we have loved and lost.


September 23, 2020

Refleshing The Bones


Some describe the emergence of Coronavirus as being an inevitable expression of an out of balance microbiome, a natural response arising from within an increasingly toxicified ecosystem, subsumed with pollution and ravaged by monocultural over-use, I wonder too if the powerful emergence of overly simplistic, divisive narratives at this time in our collective discourses is a similar expression of the loss of healthy habitat and indeed the desecration, of our psychological and mythic underpinnings.

Just as the ecology of our planet has been colonised and transgressed by a paradigm of domination, so our cultural narratives have become desperately degraded. Akin to the way the Coronavirus is toxic to the human body so too perhaps are our cultural narratives toxic to the human psyche. Simplistic and binary, obscenely outcome-oriented, good vs bad, hierachical, proliferating violence and domination, ensnaring us in the victim/perpetrator polarity, us/them, bereft of creative nuance or mythic ambiguity, they are banally happy-ever-after.

I sometimes wonder whether as a culture at large, or at least for many amongst us, we suffer from collective attachment trauma, in utero, birth, first years of life, childhood, adolescence. The unbearable affect that can present within the undifferentiated psyche of the child causing the authentic self to defend itself against feeling in order to survive its own existence, in the face of a lack of good enough co-regulation from care givers, in the presence of abuse/intergenerational trauma and/or the annihilating absence of care and soulful presence.

I believe the dominant overculture perpetuates an institutionalisation of birth violence and attachment trauma, it’s economic imperatives disinherit us from our profound capacity to attune and to devote ourselves to the non-profitable task of caring and tending, of fusing the soul to its earth-home, weaving a tapestry of integrated sensitivity through gentle presence, impeccable nurturance and timely nourishment, supported by a family, community, society that prioritises attunement and care, deep listening, depth and breadth, wisdom and embodied power. The Mamatoto of wholistic becoming.

Conversely our modern human world institutionalises care and compassion. There is a cultural somatics of loss. This becomes an intergenerational legacy of psychic dissonance, a breeding ground for mental health disturbance, addiction, suicidality, despair, dislocation, avoidance, aggression/abuse, dissociation from emotional pain. For many there is a ravenous dirth of belonging and connection to authentic self, dare I say it is a pandemic.

Just as the earth has been traumatised with the unrealistic demands of a ravenous consumerism, so the psyche has been violated and transgressed by a hollow and brutalising cultural legacy, of capitalism, consumerism, suppression of feeling, violence, economic inequality, systemic racism/sexism/ableism, all the ways we dismantle diversity of being, shaming “otherness” in terms of sexuality, identity, belief. This tyrannical and narrowing system impinges on mind, body and soul.

In a toxically imbalanced ecosystem viruses emerge and thrive, ultimately I’m sure as a deeper expression of intelligence within an ecosystem attempting to right itself. Is the burgeoning of these over simplistic conspiratorial theories an expression of the same thing? A transmitted virus of the psyche, a virulent expression of the toxicity of our psychic landscape, an inevitable consequence of the profound trauma of colonisation, as people are stripped of their ancestral roots of localised language and lore, story and medicine, connection to country and healing practices, birthing traditions and collective child-rearing, intergenerational cohabitation. Almost annihilated in the current cultural narratives is a mythological underpinning of meaning and morality, that binds a person in context and place, connects us to our ancestral inheritance, plants us deeply and with nuance into the fertile soil of community, earth and cosmos. Disease thrives in the psychic landscape of dislocation and emotional pain, that have been epigenetically instilled by the absence of a biodiversity of ecologically embedded selfhood.

In the absence of a cultural code of care for the soul, of a complex and nuanced relationship to the psyche, to emotions and the deep feeling body, of the immanence of spirit through deep ecological relationship to self and place, we can be tempted to cling to the narratives our brutalising culture offers us.

As we are force-fed movies of horror and violence, so we overlay and underpin these narratives of meaning and sensemaking upon a world in crisis. We are existing in a monocultural apocalypse of the mythic. The obtuse narratives of conspiracy theory are perhaps an expression of this dire lack of subtlety and nuance, of emotional intelligence and depth of feeling, tenderness and tolerance, of complexity and biodiversity that our psychically malnourished muscle for sense-making and myth-making has been acculturated to.

Those of us who are held in the grips of developmental woundings that inhibit our capacity to feel safe and embedded in a primal matrix of belonging, are in essence already and always in the grip of mythic and annihilatingly archetypal forces. Unable to meaningfully bridge self to other to culture to earth we are forced to draw on the archetypal forces for sense making and connection. It is our enormous task to tame the archetypal and the mythic so that it can be a life enhancing, enriching force, rather than a weaponised mechanism for justifying our severance from our own authentic self and truest nature, from the unity of human experience, the dislocation from the reciprocity of attuned human and ecological co-regulation. For those of us who are mythically wounded, archetypally defended, I wonder whether part of the remedy must also, by necessity, come from or through this numinous realm, this chthonic threshold, this mythic interface?

I sense that many of us alive today, disenfranchised by the ancient war against indigenosity, need to tend to the battered roots of our stories, our personal myths, repopulate the world with tender and generative, fertile and fecund tales of reclamation, mobilising the mycelium of complex reciprocity that is the true inheritance of life on this planet, complex and diverse, symbiotic and sustainable. How do we even begin to do this, from the tenuous brink, the barren wasteland, of a human world in such deep healing crisis?

Can we be akin to Psyche, tirelessly engaging the multitudinous tasks required of her, that she might at last arrive embedded within her own divine nature? Can we be like unto Isis, tenaciously retrieving, re-membering the severed pieces of her beloved Osiris, building temples across the land of our own grief and love?

Do we, as the fisherfolk, dare to dangle a dubious fishing line over the edge of our battered and scarred dinghy, into the deep waters of our timeless, collective origins, hoping, even as we dread, to hook ourselves to, inexorably entangle ourselves with, the plight of Skeleton Woman? So that even as we flee and hide from her in horror, we may begin the potent work, in the deep of night, by the glow of the ancient fire light, to reflesh the bones, restore the blood and muscle, enliven the sinew and ligament, drum back the heart, of a sensuously embodied existence, a permaculture of the soul. 


Text and image © Lucy Pierce 2020


September 14, 2020

The Sub-terrain


More than anything else, 

I feel we are missing roots, 

deep roots. 

Roots into body and feeling, 

roots into the deep self that transcends time and space, 

embedded in earth. 

Roots into story and song. 

Roots into myth and archetype, 

symbol and image. 

That eternal subterranean map of morality 

that binds a people to their place, 

a heart to it's truest purpose.

Roots and bones and stones of earth, 

digging into the before and beyond 

to bring the deep nourishing waters up through the subterrain, 

to the radiant light of day. 

Tap root latching on, 

pushing in, through the bedrock, 

ballast and nutrient, 

succulent and dark. 

Drinking from the deep dark earth, 

drinking of the wisdom of bloodlines 

and mythic templates forged across ages. 

Sensing the wild primordial seeds of creation 

singing by our side as we seek a deeper hold, 

as we labour in the chthonic soil 

of our annihilating undoing 

and our emergent becoming. 

The reverberations of the gods 

undulating the dark field of our endeavour.

This is not something known but rather sensed,

like the amputee of a limb long gone.

And yet we drift, severed, rootless, 

cultureless, orphaned, 

exiled. 

This is not by chance, 

there has been deep violence in the severance, 

meticulous intent in the brutal disconnection 

and the dross that replaced the first truth 

of our innate belonging. 

I long for my body to learn 

how to send it’s succours down 

through this hard, fertile, stolen ground 

and to know myself home. 

Down through the substrate 

to the wellspring of story and dream

that would teach me how to live true.

How do we grow roots worthy of the profound privilege, 

of being the embodied faces of our ancestors, 

miraculously alive in the now?



Text and image © Lucy Pierce 2020


June 25, 2020

The Many Faced God


I recoil from the false belonging,

the maladapted attachment to toxic comfort, 

an insidious protection, 

an anaesthetised severance,

a sanitised dismemberment.

I embrace instead

the sickeningly unstable terrain,

the reclamation of dismembered histories

alive in my skin,

the vast complexity of existence 

that swirls and smarts within me,

that stings and swoops inside,

just as it does without.

The truth, 

at once annihilating 

and restorative.


I reach down deep to the loamy soil, 

to dig my own grave. 

From my turreted captivity I reach down,

dizzy, undone.

Even just the reaching down, 

a disloyalty to my enscripted direction. 

Tender mother,

child of rape,

birthing the predator.

I am forging the grave 

within my own living flesh,

earth and blood on my hands.

I am making space for the little deaths 

and for the big one also,

space for the reality of the violation,

the implications of the travesty 

we have begot.

Down deep with the worms 

and the maggots 

and the mycelium.

I am crafting the living tomb within my body,

that connects me to life,

a power source,

a placenta, 

a comfort,

a dismantlement,

a composting,

a resting place.


The cold and clammy body, 

earth stained and damp,

of the murdered instinct

is birthing itself back into existence,

from my encapsulated witholding.

Through each psychic pore, 

through the walls of my civilisation,

the push and the stretch,

each cell a birth canal,

to my severed and harrowing humanity.

I turn to face inside,

that which is the opposite of goodness,

the goodness I was so brutally groomed 

to believe myself to be. 

There too I choose to know myself,

in this darkness that I also am,

as brutal perpetrator, 

as senseless violence,

as immoral desecration.

I am a vast bridge that spans

the eternal complexity 

of the many-faced god,

the formidable trickster,

the life-giving paradox,

that dwells within me and all around.

Life, the vast bridge

between birth and death,

between good and evil,

between ether and earth,

between god and the devil,

between goddess and the killer.

There is room inside me for all of it.

That is how big I am.

That is how loved.


Image and text © Lucy Pierce 2020


June 11, 2020

Closing the Gap



Closing the gap,
between love and fear,
between exile and belonging,
between mind and earth,
between pain and care.
So that we are all wet and sleek as newborns,
brushed with the dust of earth,
gathered into arms of kindness,
coming home,
return
return,
return.

Closing the gap
between shame and unified nurturance,
between trauma and embodied integration,
between blame and rightful atonement.
So that body and skin, 
feeling and thought,
inner and outer,
become lovers,
pressed tight in reconciliation,
so that psyche returns to the birthright of earth,
to the embrace of kindness and kin,
returns to primal unity,
to sovereign power,
returns,
returns, 
returns.

Closing the gap
between thought and action,
between bigotry and restitution,
between prejudice and restoration,
between abuse and safety,
between isolation and inclusivity,
between manipulation and regeneration.
So that only love remains,
fierce and brave,
in all Her wild faces.
And deep listening also 
at the interface of self and other and the inbetween,
eternal homecoming,
genesis,
return,
return.

Closing the gap 
between the spite of domination and benevolent sovereignty,
between history and the healing presence to love’s living moment,
between agony and nourishment,
between the orphaned and the inclusive hearth.
Closing the gap 
between belief and action,
between injustice and attuned advocacy,
between the injury of betrayal and fiercely accountable acknowledgment,
Closing the gap so that we all become kin 
at the feasting place of creation.
To each partake of the pristine succour
of our empowered existence
inside an ecologically embedded macrocosm of grace.
No longer split and splintered
and brutal and cruel,
but returned,
returned,
returned.

Closing the gap
between the unfathomable grief and an embodied shore,
between violent rage and rightful justice,
between dissociated terror and deeply courageous feeling,
between brutal incarceration and regenerative healing,
between shackled suppression and exuberant expression,
between need and privilege,
between brutal travesty and artful remedy.
So that body and skin and world and self 
and human and land and cosmos 
and animal and plant and microbiom 
and fire and water and earth and air 
and spirit
sit together at the one fire,
in reciprocal alignment,
coexistent in a unified field of belonging
and love,
tender and fierce,
in all Her wild faces, 
returned.


Closing the gap
between dream and lived immersion,
between prayer and reality,
between hope and accountable becoming.
So that the wound that will not heal,
the shame scar as deep as Hades,
will always be given wing and balm,
the smoke of prayers,
the touch of care,
and succour and vision,
and a friendly hand to hold in the dark times.
So that we may each walk at peace 
with our very own deaths,
life-giving,
so that we are made rich again
and whole and kind and brave.
Closing the gap within.
Closing the gap without.
Return.
Return.
Return,
to love 
in all Her fierce 
and wild
and tender 
faces.


Image "Placenta Bowl" and words © Lucy Pierce 2020